06/28/2016
ok ok ok.... I found a house I am moving to with my darling daughter (or should I say SHE found it)... and it is nice, and probably a perfect quiet spot for me which is what i need most of the time.... This has been a life changing month and a half and I have been taking care of myself finally and trying to make good decisions, but most of the time i have been spending time reflecting on life and trying to make Good decisions and calm down my heart... I Know of three different people that want to open the Tally Ho back up and have the money to do it, but they want me to be part of it and I am not sure that I am up to it..Can U imagine making all the improvements and ideas that could actually be implemented if the money was available??? Oh, Even Bob was starting to Dream again before he passed.... It has been a Historical Landmark for a hundred years..... If only we could take the good and leave the bad... Just for the record: I Lorilynn Rieseberg , have been Trying to do the Right thing... It took over a month to just get the grieving process done, and I still have moments... I know things weren't perfect, they never are... The first year Bob signed the paper that he would give me five grand for every year I lived there, we just had to get to his retirement before he put the place up for sale, and I had the security that I would at the very least have relocation costs... Instead, this happened, and the real estate agent didn't even wait three days before checking things out... I was out of my mind then and couldn't even think about moving, but now i am ready. Pray for me and my family, as I do for the entire Tally Ho Family I have been lucky to aquire over the last seven years of working there and two and a half years of living there... According to a recent letter I received, I need to Respect Bobby's Wishes... and I think I Have.. I probably know his wishes better than anyone... the last few years it was just me and him... and it was hard, but the unconditional love for Feeding people took priority.... that is one of MY biggest hangups with moving: who will feed everyone??? LOL.. I know, a bit melodramatic....sorry, but I miss swimming around the dining room thursday thru sun.... Life does go on...miss all of u!!! Lori.... LaLa or whatever ya call me.. be in touch.... send positive notes po box 84 west davenport ny..13860... I may be down but I am not Out Yet!!!!! and I appreciate all the help that is given!!!!