10/10/2024
I'm relocating tomorrow, completely out of Saline County. A friend of mine went back to rehab today and the parents are going to sale the home so I will have somewhere to stay for at least 45 days. That is how many days I'm giving myself to get back on the horse again. To be further in life then I am now. I'm going to give this life thing ONE more try. I'm gonna give it my all, my every bit of me more than I ever have before. If I'm not showing any form of progress, meaning a job, saving money to get my own place, a running vehicle. Like right now I'm going to a town where NOBODY KNOWS MY NAME, I have no money whatsoever. I'm going to be relying on whatever food is already in the home and being my friend was in such a condition that rehab was required then I'm betting there isn't much to eat on. I have no cotton candy, 3 ciggs, no money, just my clothes, my bike, and my dog, talk about the bottom of life. So in 45 days there better be a change if not everyone needs to understand I WILL go be with my husband. I'm so SICK of restarting life. I am going to this new town, a new start with high hopes and faith. Please everyone keep me in your prayers, and keep all negativity far away from me and you. Negativity has more of a full on your life then it's given credit for. If someone is talking negative about someone, your immediate response should be a positive about the same person. Be kind cause God doesn't like ugly!!!!