09/07/2026
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Diary of a Crazy Old Lady in a Little Appalachian Town, Green Spring, WV
Good Monday morning, diary,
It is Labor Day, September 7, 2026, 5:30 a.m., and today marks my 69th birthday, dear diary. Can you believe it? I am 69, and though my mind still thinks I’m a teenager… until I look in the mirror… and reality sets in. I can’t help but think you are such an idiot. 😊
People say age is just a number. Well, that’s true if you took care of yourself over the decades… but I can’t say that. I’ve been hard on this old set of bones, and when my internal rest finally comes, this body will have given its all. Hell, it’s there now. 😊 Every day I wonder how much more it will take, and every day I barely make it to bed at night, only to get up the next day and push this old body some more. Thank God for my bed at night.
Diary… my rooster friend… You should hear him. He is really giving his all this morning. It’s one of the coolest mornings we’ve had in these mountains in a long while, a cool 55 degrees. Maybe he has a chill he’s trying to get rid of. It is a pitch‑black morning in the hollow. Today is supposed to be clear and sunny, a beautiful 80 degrees, and I will welcome it with open arms. After all that heat we got over the summer, I appreciate the cooler temperatures — anything to keep the electric bill down.
For the fourth month in a row, my electric bill was less than my water and sewer, which is a fixed rate of 94 dollars after that county increase. Not long ago my water bill was around 70 dollars, and I thought that was too much for one old woman. And mind you, diary… I also power extra freezers and refrigeration for the pantry. But 90‑plus dollars a month for water and sewer for one person living alone? Good God. I’m grateful I have some control over how much electricity I use; I don’t with the water. It’s fixed. Now they tell me it won’t go any higher… like a 30‑dollar increase in one year isn’t bad enough. But I guess I can feel better knowing it’s as high as it will get… LOL OMG.
I’ve lived in six different states and several large cities, and even with a growing family, my water bill was never higher than my electric. The cost of living in Hampshire County is outrageous. Instead of finding cost‑effective ways to do better for the locals, they just keep raising costs on those who live here. That never made sense to me.
Charging locals more is easier than managing what they have. For every increase in utilities, taxes, and fees, I have to rearrange my finances to meet the cost… and I don’t have a whole county population funding me. If the county would just audit and manage funds better… But they get far more money out of us by acting like they have no choice. It’s sad. I know I’m not the only senior who feels this way living on a fixed income. It just makes us poorer as a community. God knows we have enough problems because of it.
It’s my birthday, diary… let’s talk about something else. None of this one person can change anyway.
Today is Labor Day and it falls this year on my birthday. 😊 It has done this a few times over my life. I asked AI how many times my birthday fell on Labor Day since my birth in 1957. Eleven times: 1959, 1964, 1970, 1981, 1987, 1992, 1998, 2009, 2015, 2020, 2026 (today). And the next time will be 2037. I looked for a pattern — there is none. Good God, if I live till 2037 I’ll be 80, in this body… yeah right. But do I feel special for it? Hell yeah. I have no idea if any of this has meaning, but having your birthday on a holiday makes it more special, I think.
How about a short life review, diary? I like looking back on my life on my birthday. Helps me appreciate how far I’ve come. Grateful.
I was born at 2 a.m. on September 7, 1957, as Belinda Sue Dean (Suzy), the first daughter to Eugene Carl Dean (Carl) and Betty Rosalie Ricewick (Rosie). My grandparents on both sides were from Green Spring — generational families with roots here since before the 1900s. I was born in the old Cumberland, MD hospital, and my parents moved me to Jersey City, New Jersey, when I was a little over a year old.
My father got work through Western Union, transferring us from Green Spring to the big city. In the late 1950s, Green Spring was still in its prime — long before the school and train station closed. The town was full of life. But jobs were getting slim, so new jobs, new location, and a fresh future for a young family seemed like a good move.
We lived in various towns in NJ, and my parents had my two younger sisters and my brother. We moved back to our roots in Green Spring in early 1972, onto land my father bought from Junior Whetzel on the day I was born — the land I live on today. 😊
I left home just before my 16th birthday, a year after we moved back. My teen years were raw and taught me hard lessons that shaped my future. Despite everything, I graduated high school and went to Potomac State for one year as pre‑med. I had big dreams. At one point I thought the Navy was a good choice. I wanted to be a nurse, and the Navy offered stability I didn’t have. The day before I was to take my oath and leave for boot camp, I got talked out of it — and shortly after, I married my first husband. We had one son, Jason Scott Whetzel, on November 5, 1976.
Then on September 7, 1980, at a birthday celebration, the tragic drowning of two men changed everything. It was the reason I got involved in Emergency Services. Then the flood came in November 1985, and by 1986 I was living in the suburbs of Atlanta after losing everything, married to my second husband before we left WV. Who will go back home soon after the move to GA
By late 1986, I was working for the Atlanta County Fire Department and would soon marry my partner there — my third husband. For the first time, life was going very well. New career, new home, new family. I finally had it all and was very happy… until it all changed one morning as I was getting ready for my shift.
By late 1994, I was wheelchair‑bound and told to get my affairs in order. I had MS and wasn’t looking good. Then came the experimental procedure that stopped the disease from progressing. My life flipped again. By 1996, I was back in Green Spring and divorced for the third time. I was full of anger and did things I knew were out of line… but I didn’t care. In my mind, my life was over anyway and I was back to raise hell in the very place to blame.
By 1999, I married for the fourth time — it lasted three months. I couldn’t get out fast enough. Someday I’ll tell that story. It didn’t last long, but I kept the last name as a reminder so I’d never do it again. My choice in men wasn’t the best. When you grow up with a warped sense of love, it leads you down the wrong paths. I’ve remained single since and have lived alone.
After leaving Green Spring in 1999, I went to Hagerstown to pick up what was left of my life. By 2006, I was ready to tackle the world again and my health was better. I moved to Ocean City, then Kansas City, chasing jobs and a new future. By 2010, I was back in Cumberland — homesick, hating the weather, missing mountains and rivers. One year was enough. Then my health turned again and I moved in with my son in Baltimore. I stayed until 2018, then moved back to Green Spring to retire. I was going to spend the rest of my life fishing… yeah, we saw how that turned out. 😊
Looking back, it’s been a long, hard road. The biggest thing, diary… is that I’m still here. That was in question for a long time. How? I have no idea. Many wrote me off. I guess I’m too stubborn to give up. Not everyone makes it to old age. I’ve buried many who didn’t. Life throws so many curveballs; it’s a wonder anyone gets old. I have one dear friend who is 96 and another who is 87 — their spirit amazes me. I’m sure they took better care of their bodies. Lol.
Diary, I am happier now than I’ve ever been. I’ve learned a lot, and that wisdom is priceless. It took a lot to get here, and using that knowledge to help Green Spring move into a stronger future… that’s the legacy I’ll be happy to end my life on. For each obstacle, struggle, and hardship — many caused by my own choices — I’m still here. Simply reaching 69, with no guarantee 70 will come, is a blessing. It’s sad, though… You get to the age where it all finally makes sense, and you’re at the end of your life. Crazy, huh?
Remember I told you I was going to do something differently? Well, to start… I got my hair cut and dyed. A small change, but uplifting for my spirit. I’ve been wearing a ball cap way too long. Lol. I’m also going to the hospital to finally see what we can do about this knee. I’ve put it off long enough. I’ll buy myself a nice meal somewhere… don’t know where yet… then come home and chill. I usually go camping, but not this year. So I guess a good movie with my fur babies around me... a perfect BD.
Diary, thank you… You mean the world to me. God Bless.