08/08/2026
Coffee gives you a high. Then it wears off. Fatigue sets in. You go from energized to exhausted real quick.
Our spiritual lives can feel like that too.
After a retreat. A powerful confession. A breakthrough in prayer. You think: this is it. There's no other way but up.
And then somehow — you crash.
The feeling disappears. The anxiety returns. Prayer feels flat again. And you think: what's wrong with me?
It's not just you.
The disciples took part in the miraculous feeding of thousands — and hours later, one storm sent them crashing into fear. Peter walked on water — and one gust of wind and he sank. Elijah called fire from heaven — and soon after, he was hiding in a cave asking God to let him die.
Even Paul admits he carries great sorrow and constant anguish in his heart.
Strong faith doesn't mean being immune to a heavy heart. Sometimes they overlap.
So stop judging yourself for the crash. It doesn't mean your faith was fake. It means you're human. And to our humanity, God always responds with grace.
Elijah gets food from an angel and a gentle whisper. Peter sinks and Jesus immediately extends a saving hand.
Yesterday he may have been fire. Today he may be a whisper.
Yesterday you may have walked on water. Today maybe all you can do is cry out as you sink.
In any case — God will meet you with exactly the grace you need.
Highs and lows come and go. But grace? Grace stays.