06/07/2017
Hey, never think that you are less beautiful when you had those pains, when you had those tears, when you had those scars. Because my dear, your beauty is like those stars in the sky; shining brightly even without the moon. You don’t need to depend on anyone’s opinion because alone, you are amazing and with others… you are stunning.
You’re strong, the strongest woman I’ve ever knew after your mom.
I’m so proud that you’ve passed those sticks and stones on your way that tried to stop you from being who you really are; a beautiful, tough woman who can roar strongly even in front of her fears.
Sorry if sometimes I hated you for I thought you are weak, forgive me if most of the time I compare your bombs to success of others. I’m so sorry to fail you every time you need someone who will believe in your brilliant ideas. Sorry if I am the first to scare you when you want to try something new and step up. Sorry, for I forgot to speak up whenever someone is trying to put you down. Sorry for not smiling just because I’m tired. Sorry for doubting your heart. Sorry for just accepting those words they’re throwing to you. Forgive me for not loving you at my fullest.
I have thousands of “sorry”s here in my pocket to tell you, so much things that I must ask for forgiveness, but what I wanted to tell you at the end of my each and every day is thank you, really.
Thank you for not giving up, for still jumping and jumping in this rough ocean with shallow image what is waiting for you under the water. Thank you for being brave. Thank you for still loving everyone. Thank you for continuing. Thank you for being a daughter, a sister and a friend. Thank you for being beautiful. Thank you for being happy. Thank you for wiping your own tears, thank you for looking at great possibilities. Thank you for having fun with your dog. Thank you for regaining your dreams and thank you for accepting the challenge every day.
I love you. With all your fears, with all your pain, with all your scars… I love you.
Always remember to love me back and I promise you everything’s gonna be okay… sooner or later.
Truly yours,
Your Self.