17/12/2025
Hello, Saints.
So, i just want to drop this here thanking God for yesterdays service.
Yesterday was one if those days I didn't feel like going to church, which I was sharing with a brother as we walked into church, that this is our season work is draining, if I'm not at work I'm at church if service is available, apart from church if I'm off work i just want to rest.
So. Sometimes around june/July my brother was butchered to death by fulani heards men in Abuja, Apo precisely; He was coming back from work and drove into their operation they to kidnap him but he resisted, with plead, but they matched his head. So that period we had to go to Lagos to bury hin and all, but what that incident did to me was that, it killed a lot of things inside of me. I lost zeal and taste for a lot of things, my bible study life scrapped, prayer life gone, there was a research the Holy spirit layed on my heart to do before the incident which I was on, after the incident I couldn't go back to it( at the time I started i gave myself a deadline not because I have to submit it to anyone but just to be prudent, I told one of my friend to hold be accountable) it was all abandoned.
But yesterday during the two sessions a refreshing came upon me, i began to hear to back to that message Daddo preach at YMR'22 and that i should go back to the things I was doing was the instructions, Holy spirit was just confirming the things he said to me during this year just concluded MLR as Daddo and Pst. Ladi was speaking. *I have to go back to gaining knowledge to possessing knowledge*
I was able to re-download the YMR Daddo's sessions, i listen to first session before going to bed and I use the second session for my devoting this morning. As I listen I was just tearing and I was saying, I don't know why I am tearing, I can't place hand on it but whatever it is you're doing to my heart Baba ride on.
As I type there's a new zeal, a new fire, a refreshing in my heart, a dimension of revival has happened in my heart.
My ultimate desire is for God to grant me mercy to keep and sustain what he has began, the discipline and vigour to keep it.
Thank you Jesus, thanks you Daddo ,(i love you greatly), tha
