08/06/2026
So recently I have been feeling a range of emotions— really wide range— I am talking overwhelming, underwhelming, happy, sad, contented, exhausted, angry, excited, grateful et al.
I moved apartments in may; and my goodness— it’s not funny— rent is ridiculously high and getting what world just seem almost impossible— it’s in good location but it’s 1billion, it’s within budget but it’s a trip never ending, oh it’s good but the kitchen is nothing to write home about; oh the kitchen is okay but the road I will make you lose your 7 months pregnancy (I am not pregnant o)—
Finally got one and the renovating isn’t funny— so I case you have solar panels; AC, and any household stuff you want to dash or declutter; wo please gbewa— o ti su mi.
Fast forward to May, oh it’s my birth month— Emi omo children’s day— but then the sadness that week and its previous week brought with this children kidnapping sunk so deep in my heart— I was happy to be a year old on one end but the other end just kept thinking “are you supposed to even celebrate” and battling with those emotions overwhelmed me to the point of being underwhelmed— no photo shoot, no paparazzi, just a simple post on my stories “happy birthday Tuntun, na woman you be”— my friends showed up good but I couldn’t really explain my sadness and unwillingness to be fully immersed.
Gym; my happy place just suddenly became a chore since April— only 4 times in the last two months 🤦🏾♀️
I got sick— okay so at this point I am going to have to go to an ENT to actually treat the root cause of this sore throat; it affects my life every other month 😭; accompanied with headaches, fatigue; etc.
I haven’t just been feeling alright in any sense of it— mentally; physically; emotionally; medically; gymically, even spiritually gan— I just dey rugged am.
Woah you are still reading; thank you. I realize I have turned this into a rant— but here is what didn’t happen during my blues— the sales. My customers always showed up— canceled on a few but the returning customers rate was amazing on our soup bowls— thankyou!
I think I am about to exhaust
