08/16/2026
So i want to apologize to my friends and Farmer's market friends. I think everyone knows that I have been trying to be on top of my health, physically and mentally. But something happened that hasnt in a decade. It was said that I may have a pinched nerve in my neck. It may have been said that I need more surgery. That being said, I was taking out garbage and something felt wrong. My neck popped. The next thing I remember is waking up on the ground and the smell of oranges while my family looked at me screaming to wake up. I guess I had a seizure and then i had another on Thursday. I haven't had one in like 14 years. But I hurt something. And I was so looking forward to this weekend. I made lamb, venison, elk, boar. I made so much. And i wanted to talk and chat since the market is really a social hour with dogs. But this scared me so much. My nephew was on top of me trying to calm me. But I was on the ground in full convulsions. And it's weird I just get so exhausted afterwards. Even though I do cardio every day. I plan on being back soon. And sorry for not responding to people. I just fell back into a weird place from my past. I hope this was a simple one time thing. I know my back is failing. Now my neck.... God, I sound like that Khia song. "Do it now. Do it good. Ice my back just like you should! I broke.... My neck. My back. My" well you get the drift. I promise to never back soon. I just never want to smell oranges again